permaculture

["Healing Hawk" <healinghawk@earthlink.net>]

I humbly apologize for my clumsiness.  I was hurtful and that's wrong.

 

I come from an ecospiritual place that recognizes the sacredness of trees.
In a class at New College in 2001, I learned to listen to a seven hundred
year old valley oak on the bank of Spring Lake, a man-made flood control
lake.  The tree was dying, it told me, but I couldn't grasp why.  We spent a
weekend in Hendy Grove, and I heard the six or eight old-growth redwoods
tell me of their loneliness for their forest.  On the Laguna de Santa Rosa,
another ancient valley oak told me that its roots never got dry.  I didn't
know what that meant until I read an account of why the valley oaks on the
Laguna were dying.  Their roots need to dry out for most of the year, which
they did until the Santa Rosa sewer plant began spraying treated water on
the land where the valley oaks stood.  The valley oaks were dying so the
humans in Santa Rosa could shit in the drinking water, flush, and think no
more about it.  After grad school and getting divorced, I went to Spring
Lake to see that old valley oak.  It was gone - nothing but a stump.  The
stump did not speak to me.  

 

That's what came up for me over the wood burning.  Another way humans have
subjugated nature to human use, I thought.  Well, I guess I didn't think
much.  I just felt anger, more anger than the presenting situation
warranted, perhaps, and I started writing before remembering that each human
on this listserve is also a sacred being.  

 

I don't give a damn about facts and figures.  I want to step off of nature's
throat.  Richard Heinberg, as brilliant a person as I've ever met and my
primary teacher at New College in 2001 (but not for the tree class - that
was one of the classes in the Environmental Arts and Education
concentration), used the word detritovore (sp?) to describe a way of living
with nature that did no harm.  His book, A New Covenant with Nature, amazed
me, before The Party's Over, in 2002.  I took Richard's "Energy" class but I
don't recall ever talking about wood burning.  I'm horrified to learn that
wood burning is such a good thing.  

 

I don't go out and harvest a human limb when I'm hungry.  To me, trees are
sacred living beings, so woodlot management is something else, to me.  I
remind myself of a right-to-lifer at an abortion clinic.  It's not pleasant
to glimpse myself as an intolerant bigot.  But I would not be tolerated for
harvesting humans when I'm hungry (why do we tolerate the military
industrial complex doing it?).  I personally would do that before I would
cut a tree.  I'm not going to do either, of course.  But there's where
Permaculture and I diverge.  It's an edge.  Hmm.  

 

Tommy Tolson

Austin, TX